TOPIC: Dance
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I'm still learning how these steps link together. I clumsily trip around the ballroom of life and motherhood and I wonder if I'll ever find the rhythm of the music woven into my soul. My feet feel awkward and I don't seem to ever know what to do with my hands, but you don't notice. You giggle at mama's silliness. The way I turn up the radio louder than any babies (or arguably any human) ears should ever be exposed to and the way that I dance silly while I cook dinner.
Your daddy says that I dance like Elaine, but I shrug and keep on dancing. He smiles and shakes his head and knows that he will live to tease me about my dancing for yet another day because he can discourage a lot of my weird behavior, but not my dancing. I can see it in your eyes. The way you can't hardly hold still a single minute (not even to go to sleep, sigh...). All of my pictures of you are a blur these days and I have to shoot pictures like I am filming an Olympic foot race. You are learning your own dance and counting out your own steps. You are finding a rhythm all your own.
I hope no matter how your life twists and turns that you'll always be able to dance silly in your kitchen and that someday far off you'll have a toothless grinning girl watching your every move and loving every minute.
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Hi, I am Annie from Luv U to the Moon... and Back
ReplyDeleteI hopped over from the FMF link-up. I know it is the rule to encourage the person before us, but I seriously LOVED this! I am so glad yours was the one before mine :) This is truly beautiful writing, and as a mom I can completely relate with everything you were saying. Thanks for sharing your heart, it truly blessed me.
I'm glad that you dance. :) I don't dance. I sing. My husband thought I could sing. He heard my friend singing beside me in church, and since I was just moving my mouth, he thought it was me. So after we were married, and we were driving across the country together, he heard me sing for the first time and stared at me in shock. "What WAS that?" he demanded. "You're joking, right?" LOL! Sorry pal, that's what you married. Thank God he thought I was pretty. ;)
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